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Randy Gazda's avatar

Those symbol sets appear to be different on the surface, but they all test the same thing: which patterns hold under transformation. Whether the blocks are numbers, words, or tones, the underlying operation is structural. In each case you're building a model, stressing it, and seeing what survives. In my work, identity shows up the same way: as the invariant pattern beneath the representation.

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I find the topic of music, and its relationship or connection to the Divine, very interesting.

As I was reading your latest, it triggered a memory.

A few years ago, I was listening to Adam Lambert perform Cher's Believe at the Kennedy Center Honors on YouTube.

It was an extraordinary performance, but near the end his voice climbed into that stunning final note.

For reasons I still cannot explain, tears simply began falling from my eyes when he hit it.

It wasn't the lyric that triggered the tears. I already knew the song and its words.

It was that incredible, almost orgasmic musical note.

I guess I could call it D5. I could measure its frequency, examine the chord beneath it, describe the technique that produced it, perhaps even explain something of what was happening neurologically when I heard it.

But none of those things quite explains why that particular sound, in that particular moment, reached somewhere inside me that words couldn't.

And I hesitate to turn that particular moment into another piece of furniture.

A word usually points toward something, and a number can sometimes represent something where words fail, but I'm not sure that note was pointing anywhere at all.

It didn't tell me what it meant.

It didn't ask me to understand it.

It didn't require an explanation.

It simply reached me, and I cried.

Perhaps some experiences lose something the moment we insist on turning them into meaning.

It reminds me of raising a phone to record a moment while that moment is unfolding live in front of you. Suddenly you're watching the screen, worrying about framing and centering the image so you can memorialize what is happening.

Meanwhile, you're missing some of the very thing you're trying to preserve.

And somehow the recording never quite captures the experience anyway.

Yes, I was there.

Yes, I got the video.

But was I fully there while it was happening?

Take a sunset. Most pass almost unnoticed, and then one evening the sky catches you in exactly the right way and, for a moment, takes your breath away.

It may even make you cry.

Perhaps it doesn't need to carry any ontological weight, nor be forced to reveal the nature of consciousness, God, reality, or anything else behind itself.

Profound does not necessarily mean revelatory.

Something can shake us to the core without therefore being evidence about the structure of reality.

Perhaps its beauty, and our experience of that beauty, is enough.

Sometimes you need to just sit with the note and allow it to move you.

You are now connected to a new language.

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